1. |
Feeling Pretty Good
03:30
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It's not secret I've been a mess 'cause
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Got burnt out from trying my best for
Something I thought I can't reach
It's alright, I keep moving
Ready to fall on my face again
And each failure, better than nothing
Something to fill up the emptiness
Now I don't wanna speak too soon but...
I think I'm feeling pretty good
And it feels good to say that
I think I'm feeling pretty good
Finally happy where I'm at
I think I'm feeling pretty good
I've been cut down, run out of options
To be the best I can be
Always feeling the things that I wanted
Were just out of reach
It's alright, I keep moving
Ready to fall on my face again
And each failure, better than nothing
Something to fill up the emptiness
Now I don't wanna speak too soon but...
I think I'm feeling pretty good
And it feels good to say that
I think I'm feeling pretty good
Finally happy where I'm at
I think I'm feeling pretty good
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2. |
All My Fault
03:37
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You turned around with a soft sigh
So I whispered a soft "fuck you"
The anger in your eyes
Makes it harder to tell the truth
I've been feeling a little defeated
Am I no fucking use?
I've been spending all my time in the basement
Trying to sort this through
And it's all my fault
It's got to be all my fault
Is it the way I never listen?
Is it the way I only live in my head?
Is it the work I never finish?
Is it all the things I've left unsaid?
Because I'm trying hard to be a good man
I'm trying hard to be the person you need
I just get lost in my own thoughts
I know that you don't understand what I mean
Now I just apologize
While you whisper a soft "fuck you"
The anger in your eyes
Makes it harder to talk to you
I've been feeling a little bit worthless
Am I no fucking use?
I've been spending all my nights getting wasted
Trying to sort this through
And it's all my fault
It's got to be all my fault
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3. |
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Fell asleep on the tightrope
Tried to balance it
I'm doing what I can
Kept it close to the ground though
Not pushing it
I'm not an optimistic man
I wanna live with no regrets
So I'm giving up on faking it
I haven't been my best
And the time that was wasted
Has a hold on me
It keeps trying to slip away
I try not to chase it
But it's consuming
It won't let me get to sleep
I wanna live with no regrets
So I've given up on faking it
I know I haven't been my best
Not giving it all, but not quite half-assed
I haven't been my best
No regrets
I wanna live with no regrets
Because I haven't been my best
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4. |
Mom's Cat Travis
04:04
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Take a look at this place
And the mess you've made
Is it hard to act your age?
Baby, I've had it
Your bike's out in the rain
And your clothes all stained
This state of disarray is tragic
I'm over it
Baby, I've had it
You know I'm not your maid
So grow up, get it straight
There's no need to be so dang dramatic
Come on, give me a break
You lay around all day
Getting mad at everything
Like mom's cat Travis
I'm over it
Baby, I've had it
I'm over it
Like mom's cat Travis
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5. |
Best Friends Forever
02:48
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Another year
Just like all the ones before
I was restless and sad
My only plans
Getting drunk with my friends
The only thing I had
Because I was stuck in an endless rut
I didn't think I'd ever change
But you came in, ruined all my plans
And now I'll never be the same
Another night
Wandering empty streets alone
I was hopeless and tired
My only plans
Try to never make it home
Disappear into the dark
Because I was stuck in an endless rut
I didn't think I'd ever change
But you came in, ruined all my plans
And now I'll never be the same
Me and you best friends forever
Me and you best friends for life
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6. |
What I Really Need
03:13
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I think I sold my soul
A slave to the machine
Pawned my heart of gold
For a job in the city
Just punching clocks
Until I'm running on empty
And it never stops
Until I give everything
Is this what it takes to be happy?
Gotta work until you bleed
A big house, five cars for my family
Is it what I really need?
Is this what it takes to be happy?
Then I might never be
I think I lost control
Am I dreaming?
I dug a deeper hole
For me to sleep in
And when I say goodnight
Will I have anything?
Or just wasted time
And a fistful of money?
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7. |
Vices
02:20
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Break my bones
Kill my confidence
Steal my breath
Make my lungs collapse
Break my bones
I have nothing left
Make my lungs collapse
Make my lungs collapse
Keep my head clean
Keep my bad heart pumping blood
Make my life a better drug
(I get so caught up in it)
Quit my vices
I should be cleaning myself up
But I can never get enough
Of that cheap love
Break my bones
Kill my confidence
Twist my words
I'm not making sense
Break my bones
Every shallow breath
Makes my lungs collapse
Make my lungs collapse
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8. |
Stumbling Home
03:12
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Staring off of the edge
Losing my focus
Been keeping my head in the clouds
Looking for truth
In the mountains of bullshit
Been keeping my ear to the ground
But every time I fall apart
You're the ones that are holding me up
When my legs quit, when I'm stumbling home
You're the ones that are holding me up
(when I'm letting go)
Lost in the flood
With the weight of my conscience
Been putting my head through the wall
The sting of the past
And the pain of depression
Been putting my head through the wall
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9. |
Get Mine
02:20
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Chew me up, spit me out, turn me over
I know I'm not the only one
Leave me broke, make me sick, fuck me over
I'm not like the other ones
Break me down, lock me up, keep me quiet
I know I'm not the only one
Gonna scream, gonna fight, start a riot
I'm not like the other ones
I'm gonna show you what it means
To be a victim
I'm gonna get mine
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10. |
Heaven Help Me
02:51
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I was all alone
When I brought you home
I spent that first night crying on the front porch
How could I survive
The next rest of my life
It's only been one night
And I don't think that I can do it
Heaven help me, I'm in over my head
I'm doing my best to believe I can handle it
Heaven help me, I'm in over my head
I'm doing my best, but I'm failing
I'm inadequate
I'm a hypocrite
I spent the evening hiding in the bathroom
Wanted a little space
So I pushed you away
I lost my cool but I know
You were just happy to see me
I need a little grace
I love you all the same
So forgive me, baby
If I fucked you up forever
I'm only human
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11. |
Thanks For Showing Up
02:47
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A blank stare, my world was unfolding
You were the lightning shooting straight through my head
Coming in hard, on such short notice
I never thought I could be happy again
I'm scared that I might never be enough
Just hope I make a better father than I've been a son
You're the light in all my darkness
Now I'm never gonna be alone again
Thanks for showing up
A soft kiss, a search for the exit
You were a fire burning straight through my head
Coming in hard, on such short notice
I never thought that you would love me again
I know that I might fuck it up again
Just hope I make a better husband than I've been a friend
You're the light in all my darkness
Now I'm never gonna be alone again
Thanks for showing up
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