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Bad Church

by The Pandys

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1.
I've become another played out parable The lost son, the rich fool And I don't know where to go 'cause I'm still so far from home So I got drunk in the morning sun I wanted something sweet, something miserable Something to believe 'cause I'm running out of steam I need some kind of peace I want to be released From the grips of this hell "cause I want to believe I want to believe in myself I tried to find a meaning to my life A reason to breath, to live or die But it all felt so small It meant nothing at all
2.
There's no escaping There's no running away You either burn in the fire Or you drown in the waves And no one is special No one is safe We're all gonna bend We're all gonna break So I'll wait as the waves come crashing down And let the fire (let it) burn right through my doubt 'cause I stand on holy ground You're gonna wrestle with failure There's gonna be pain Just let your mistakes all be washed in the rain No one is different We're all the same We're all gonna bend We're all gonna break We're gonna rise again So put down your burdens Lift up your head You're not so worthless We're gonna see the end So put all your fears to rest And just wait As the waves come crashing down And let the fire (let it) burn right through your doubt 'cause we're standing on holy ground And we're gonna make it out
3.
Sanctuary 04:38
Hiding from all my mistakes It's who I am when I'm afraid Throwing everything away It's what I did when I was young It's what I do everyday The feeling never goes away I need a sanctuary Somewhere to hide my face And bars make better churches most days I'd rather spend my time with honest sinners Than self-righteous sunday-saints Ignoring everyone I love It's what I do when I'm alone Do You only hear me when I pray Or were you listening when I said "I don't need You" (I'd never say that to Your face) Because I've been drunk the last three days Tell me that I still could rise again Tell me it's not too late Because I've been locked outside the chapel Trying to find my way back in I feel so distant from my family Like I'm losing all my friends And if You say there's no condition I'll just do the best I can But if You love me when I'm sober Would You still love me when I'm fucked up and full of shit
4.
Change 02:52
I have a pride I can't swallow I have a guilt I can't shake I gave up on believing that tomorrow Is ever gonna be a better day I'm the one that needs to change I fight it everyday I have a heart that is hollow A thorn that's buried in my brain And I live with a sorrow That I cannot explain
5.
New City 02:50
We've gotta build a new city We've gotta turn it around We've gotta build a new city 'cause we burned this one to the ground If we're gonna rise from the ashes We've gotta do it ourselves We've gotta build a new city 'cause we burned this one to the ground Open your eyes The streets are bleeding out all the life And there's not much worth fighting for So let it fall Let it all come crashing down We don't need it anymore
6.
Idiot 02:20
It's gonna be another long night It's gonna be another hard day I always wake up way too early I always stay up way too late Tried to put up a strong fight But I'm running out of things to say To convince myself it's worth it To believe that I'll ever change Maybe I'm an idiot I know that I'm a hypocrite It just all seems so ridiculous most days But I need something positive 'cause I'm not much of an optimist It's the only thing that's keeping me sane And it drives me crazy (and it drives me) It's another soft lie It's another blank face I always choke on my emotions I never know just what to say It's another fake smile It's another wasted day I always drink away my feelings I never learn from my mistakes
7.
Honesty 04:29
I feel like I've been blinded Another lost pathetic soul Though I tried so hard to hide it I just couldn't find the hope Honestly, I think I know everything So I'm ripping out the pages That cluttered up my soul And I can feel the winds of changes Coming to take me home I've been told of joy unending But I still have yet to find it I hold the same sick sadness And waste away inside its silence (and I'm still wasting away)
8.
Shivers 03:11
I fell asleep on the banks of the river To bathe myself in the light of the dawn Shortness of breath My spine sending shivers As I woke in the rain With the night hanging on All I asked was for one more chance To bury my past And forget who I am 'cause I'm so tired of trying Tired of doing all I can I'm so tired of dying I gave in as the water rose higher And I went down, in the current was lost Felt the cold of the flood rushing over And took the water Down deep in my lungs
9.
Holy Hell 03:45
I went down and sat by the well I was begging for a drink That life-giving bread and the water You said Would make me never thirst again Then I lifted my head to the sky and I said "Where are You now?" Because I could see Through the lies and the greed That You were nowhere to be found It's taught me all I need To become another pharisee Anchored in a sea of disbelief just to fade away But I wanted more than this Not some dishonest trick A blind faith 'cause I just didn't want to die afraid Oh, I've lost myself In this holy hell I've given praise I've begged and I've prayed I just couldn't feel a thing I've tried every way I've read every page I just can't understand how I need amazing grace I need that sound so sweet (so sweet) I once was lost And I'm still lost I haven't seen a goddamn thing
10.
Hallelujah 04:56
A shadow clings to my back And haunts me at every step I can't lose it It follows me home And holds fast to my bones The dark cold and alone So I walk to the end of the night Where darkness is split by the light It fills up my senses It cuts like a knife And I'll be found Facedown and bleeding out No one will be surprised No one will notice So I'm gonna live Like death's an illusion Like it all makes sense And I meant every breath And the drunks in the back of the bar Sing like a ramshackle choir "Hallelujah! We're all gonna die!" And oh, it won't be long Until we all sing the same song Because we're all gonna die We'll all be forgotten So let's live Like death's an illusion Like it all made sense And we've meant every breath We can pretend

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released December 26, 2015

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Andy Maitland

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